fuck it! i'm going to blog!

hello to all my fans who may have thought that I died. But i didn't...(come on god whats the hold up?)
I joke, I joke. but really i'm dying. I have pretty much made Weldon my new home. And i fucking hate it. Its really the only way I can get any work done. At home I sit and stare, sometimes, if i'm lucky, most of the time its internet porn or TV. mmmmm TV. I love it. See even thinking about it makes me want to just shut everything down, roll into bed and veg. I got a taste of vegging this weekend and am now addicted....
Right this weekend...
Yeah so it was the show of the year bar none. Nine Inch Nails with Queens of the stone age and DFA1979 in support. I'm not gonna lie. I may be bulding the show up a bit because, well are u ready for this? I paid $120 for my ticket... If i minus the service charge its still $110. Long story short, I bought 2 tickets couldnt find anyone to sell it to, sold it to a scalper for 20$ and that equals $110 show. Most expensive by far, but I honestly cut my loses and in the end it was pretty much completely worth it. I was super drunk walking in, enjoyed the performance emencly and was blown away with the caliber of music that is industrial rock. I'm such a band wagon jumper. And i fucking love it.
Lets see work still sucks. I went to go see The Threws the other week, it was fucking great i love canadian rock. I am thinking about dropping out of school more and more everyday. I am going to get started on my bar plans next week. I need a cigarette. I have to finish this blog in 3 minutes....
I am still with BOYFRIEND. I LOVE HIM. Well love in that 12 year old kinda way. I miss him when i don't see him. I feel really inadiquate around him. I never get any approval for him and so I try extra hard... ppfffff HAHAHAHA. yeah right. i think about trying hard and then i just be a regualr lazy ass self.
times up... next post... PICTURES FROM THE SHOW... stay tuned....
p.s. lauren i love u