Whats really good?
Life is funny. I have a friend, lets call her, Jen. Jen is a girl that I met in high school and we hit it off right away. Of course it didn't take long, aprox. a week, before we hated each other's guts. Time passed and we became really good friends. Really, really good friends. I called her my other half at times. High school has since finished and we have remained friends. but it has been a fucking struggle. I have never, ever put as much into a relationship, than I have with jen. But I enjoy jen's company and so I will wait hours for her. But I have just about had enough.
I don't know what to do or to say. She was supposed to go to this party with me that we both didn't want to go to, because well its my last weekend in toronto and the party was for a friend who we both used to be close to. well the bitch calls me today to say shes skipping town with her boyfriend to go to the cottage. No, how it actually went was her boyfriend messaged me on msn to tell me to call her, so she could tell me that they were ditching me.
What is really fucking good? huh? like fucking honestly. I am was fucking enraged. who the fuck are these I thought they my friends like fucking really. What do call people like this. I want to say jerks. but no its more self involved, pieces of shit. Like fuckign really. and the boyfriend, lets call him, john, he can fucking go kill himself. I really and trully just want to dump their motherfucking just like they dump me. It like, you have no idea how mad i am really. really. REALLY!!!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
What do I do? I dont want to cut them off completely, because fuck I like them, but i can't take shit. like, what do i do? I want to just put them on the back burner and like if i run into at some function which they wont come to because they're too good, then so be it, but as for us being friends, i think thats over really. I think that we have moved past friends into the realm of...chums? I don't know. But I do know this, things will never be the same again.
fuckers.
I don't know what to do or to say. She was supposed to go to this party with me that we both didn't want to go to, because well its my last weekend in toronto and the party was for a friend who we both used to be close to. well the bitch calls me today to say shes skipping town with her boyfriend to go to the cottage. No, how it actually went was her boyfriend messaged me on msn to tell me to call her, so she could tell me that they were ditching me.
What is really fucking good? huh? like fucking honestly. I am was fucking enraged. who the fuck are these I thought they my friends like fucking really. What do call people like this. I want to say jerks. but no its more self involved, pieces of shit. Like fuckign really. and the boyfriend, lets call him, john, he can fucking go kill himself. I really and trully just want to dump their motherfucking just like they dump me. It like, you have no idea how mad i am really. really. REALLY!!!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
What do I do? I dont want to cut them off completely, because fuck I like them, but i can't take shit. like, what do i do? I want to just put them on the back burner and like if i run into at some function which they wont come to because they're too good, then so be it, but as for us being friends, i think thats over really. I think that we have moved past friends into the realm of...chums? I don't know. But I do know this, things will never be the same again.
fuckers.
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