The beauty of a car wreck
I wanted to describe my life right now as something, terrible. Something grotesque. If my life were a painting I'd use pig's blood and splatter all over the place. there would be the spiderweb of a smashed windsheild. I'd make sure that there was exposed bone and muscle and inards. But while the painting would be devestating, it would be beautiful. It would be everything. Life and death. It wouldn't make any connection to who the people were, who were the people in the other car, who did they leave behind. All of that wouldn't matter for the beauty of the car wreck.
A little over a week since my last blog and I've pretty much been working. I worked Thurs-Tues. No Wed-Tues. It's just Wed and Friday i got off early and it was brilliant. Wednesday I went to Potts and chilled. It was too cold to swim. Friday I went to broken social scene when the played Dundas Square. They were pretty good. But their set got cut short because the stupid pink french giraffes went on too long. far too long.
However I got to see Julia and boatys. Which was fantastic. Through them I know, #1, I'm not a loser because they're cool people and #2, I didn't waste all my time at western, because well I met cool people. sigh. I can't wait to get back to london.
Last night, or yesterday I should rightly say, was another ray of sunshine and the shit storm of my life. I spent the afternoon with my dear Leanne. We haven't had quailty chillin time, well in a week. Then we met up with Mel, Rachel and Jenn. Smoked a big jay, and chilled. The sun was slowly going down, the cirlce was shaddy. It was just what i needed. It was a spoonful of sugar. Then we went out for chinese food. Golden. Ate too much. Golden. went to a resturant across the street from my grandmother's apartment. I didn't even know it was there. Or that it was so good.
Now back at the park, were talking about things which we might do to occupy the nite. I suggested we go see a fringe show, however that quickly turned into, 'let's go drinking'. I'd been drinking sun and mon so i really could have gone without, but you know me. Mufty called and wanted to go out too, and really it was his own fault, because he was one who suggested that we pre-drink. Well that lead to use deciding to just drink in the park. Like old times. And it was like old times.
Last summer we had so many piss-drunk, just shit face nites at our circle. It was the most carefree summer ever. Compared to then, this summer is more like the barf part of last year. Anyways last nite was just a great encore of last year. We drink cheap wine and beer, and chained smoked. we pissed in the bushed. we rolled down the hill. It was just great. and I just wanted to remember that.
Tonite Matt Good. its gonna be great.
A little over a week since my last blog and I've pretty much been working. I worked Thurs-Tues. No Wed-Tues. It's just Wed and Friday i got off early and it was brilliant. Wednesday I went to Potts and chilled. It was too cold to swim. Friday I went to broken social scene when the played Dundas Square. They were pretty good. But their set got cut short because the stupid pink french giraffes went on too long. far too long.
However I got to see Julia and boatys. Which was fantastic. Through them I know, #1, I'm not a loser because they're cool people and #2, I didn't waste all my time at western, because well I met cool people. sigh. I can't wait to get back to london.
Last night, or yesterday I should rightly say, was another ray of sunshine and the shit storm of my life. I spent the afternoon with my dear Leanne. We haven't had quailty chillin time, well in a week. Then we met up with Mel, Rachel and Jenn. Smoked a big jay, and chilled. The sun was slowly going down, the cirlce was shaddy. It was just what i needed. It was a spoonful of sugar. Then we went out for chinese food. Golden. Ate too much. Golden. went to a resturant across the street from my grandmother's apartment. I didn't even know it was there. Or that it was so good.
Now back at the park, were talking about things which we might do to occupy the nite. I suggested we go see a fringe show, however that quickly turned into, 'let's go drinking'. I'd been drinking sun and mon so i really could have gone without, but you know me. Mufty called and wanted to go out too, and really it was his own fault, because he was one who suggested that we pre-drink. Well that lead to use deciding to just drink in the park. Like old times. And it was like old times.
Last summer we had so many piss-drunk, just shit face nites at our circle. It was the most carefree summer ever. Compared to then, this summer is more like the barf part of last year. Anyways last nite was just a great encore of last year. We drink cheap wine and beer, and chained smoked. we pissed in the bushed. we rolled down the hill. It was just great. and I just wanted to remember that.
Tonite Matt Good. its gonna be great.
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